“Questioning Knowing”

Questioning Knowing                   

I’ve always questioned what it meant,

    to know..

But I think because when I knew,

        that I knew,

                I  Felt  Wrong..

Because she was so beautiful,

And he was so handsome.

    both perfectly crafted into helping 

    me know:

        who I really am..

We live in a world where we have to make choices,

    but I couldn’t,

                and I can’t. 

I hate that I questioned what I knew

    when I was thirteen,

Now being 21 accepting that

 to know is to love me

                and 

                    her

                        and 

                            him.

Because to know,

    is to love.

And there is no greater love than

        knowing yourself.

XX- TR